My three twined
My Body to remember wrong so strongly, wrong done to me in the flesh that wants me to feel as though it is happening now.
My Soul to cry out against it, yearning to be done with them
Reaching to the heavens imploring my Abba to send His to cleanse my body of them
How my twined has been untwining
How hard this has been for me
How long this part of the healing journey
I have felt so overwhelmed at times
Twined in giving up
Twisted in upon myself
Unto giving up
My God wouldn’t let me
Wouldn’t let me forget that He is here by sitting with me in all of this
By using even this to bring me out on the other side
I had a panic attack the other morning, a full blown one, but different
I wasn’t lost in fear and then
It was now that overwhelmed me
Now with my God
Now with His love
Sweetly and wholly Now
Not just my heart to feel His love, but all of my me
My body tingling from head to toe with the feeling of love as I was gifted with experiencing what true physical love is.
Not abuse and using but gentleness and holding.
I feel as though I am not making sense, as though this is beyond me to explain, but I smile because that is ok.
I was and am lost in love.
Head over heels in love with loving my God
His loving me
I John 4:8a “Herein is love, not that we loved God, but that he loved us”