For what I know not
I feel the heats intensity
The beating down of wanting
Weighted of the longing
I am the desert lost within myself
North to lead south as east confounds west
Spinning compass gone haywire
How do I find what is needed to quench my hearts thirst?
Where am I in all of my confusion?
Or am I really quite the opposite?
Am I the dessert?
Am I so full that I am drowning?
I feel so much
I know not where to go with it
What to do
It is as being lost in a desert of an ocean
Storm brewing as I die of this thirst
For I know not how to open myself to the quenching of love
Pull me from these depths
Life was meant to be
I understand why children need so much repeated soothing
For I am as one
Alone and flooded
Collapsing in upon myself
The sea to swallow me whole
My desert returned
I have learned to forgive
I have found loves touch
Still I float